[20:25] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: I hear you want me to stay banned from SHD.
[20:25] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Which isn't surprising given how you've been acting on the forums towards me.
[20:29] Nikki: Um, if you keep bashing the forum like you've done this week, you';ll get suspended
[20:29] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Have I continued to harass the forum? No. Did I have good reason to? Fuck yes.
[20:30] Nikki: [20:29] Nikki: Um, if you keep bashing the forum like you've done this week, you';ll get suspended
[20:30] Nikki: You haven't so no need to worry :|
[20:30] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Yes I do, because I got banned from the board's only spam forum for no fucking reason and you support it because of your immature inability to put up with any "whining" whatsoever.
[20:31] Nikki: cyko acted on impulse
[20:31] Nikki: that was his mistake
[20:31] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Yeah, he did.
[20:31] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: And I told him that
[20:31] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: I fucking told him that Becky said not to ban me
[20:31] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: I've no idea why she hasn't unbanned me yet, Tweaker doesn't either
[20:32] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: But the fact is I relayed the PM from becky an gave him every chance to correct his mistake
[20:32] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: He did not.
[20:32] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: You can't just keep calling something a mistake when at ANY TIME you can correct it.
[20:32] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: That's pure bullshit.
[20:32] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Banning someone on impulse is a mistake. Keeping them banned is being an asshole.
[20:32] Nikki: I thought he did
[20:32] Nikki: he said that he fixed it so :/
[20:33] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: No, he didn't.
[20:33] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Probably pulling the "Purposely forgetting" act.
[20:33] Nikki: well, you'll have to take it up with someone higher than me
[20:33] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: I was NICE about what happened, relatively so.
[20:33] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Yeah, I was told you wanted me to stay banned.
[20:35] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Jesus, what the fuck is wrong with you?
[20:38] Nikki: I dunoe lol
[20:39] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Not just that
[20:39] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: I mean in general
[20:39] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Why Sazpaimon? Seriously.
[20:39] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Maybe offline, - fine, but based on what you see online?
[20:39] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: And putting up with him?
[20:39] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: What is wrong with you?
[20:39] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: All this, all the crap that unnerves me about you, there's something else fucked up, serious, behind it, isn't there?
[20:39] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: What's wrong with you?
[20:40] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: You acting cold isn't a concious choice is it?
[20:41] Nikki: Um, what?
[20:41] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: You know what I mean.
[20:42] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: There's something not quite working in that head. I don't think I'm the only one who's spotted, it somehow. People are always polite with that shit.
[20:42] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Since you're picking online anyway, why Saz over Fiz?
[20:42] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Saz has aspergers...
[20:42] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Holy shit you're autistic too, aren't you?
[20:42] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Or something like that.
[20:43] Nikki: ROFL Saz doesn't have aspergers
[20:43] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: So he's bullshitting then?
[20:44] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: But he's LIKE someone that has aspergers, either way.
[20:44] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Saz's comment on dust hill guy "i have aspergers too but you don't see me posting BIG PENIS everywhere"
[20:45] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Your two favourite people in the little shindig of a community are both midly autistic - you yourself find it difficult to be receptive to emotions online.
[20:45] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Or rather, it makes you uncomfortable.
[20:45] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: What does this say about you, exactly?
[20:46] Nikki: It means I like people with clockin power?
[20:46] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: This is the shit I'm talking about.
[20:46] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Most people know when to stop with that.
[20:46] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: The only people who don't are genuine trolls - which you're not.
[20:47] Nikki: Um, so I'm not a troll?
[20:47] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Not really, know.
[20:48] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Rather humorously, i DID pass by a topic on Rotten Tomatoes.com's board - where they define a troll, and it matched Saz and other Cultists behaviour in #sws2b down to a T
[20:48] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: 3.Trolls: Trolls are not welcome and will be banned. An Internet "troll" is a person who delights in sowing discord in the forums. They try to start arguments and upset people. For whatever reason, they don't fully understand that they are hurting real people. To them, other Internet users are nothing more than a kind of digital abstraction. Indeed, the greater the suffering they cause, the greate
[20:48] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: r the suffering they cause, the greater their 'achievement' (as they see it). The anonymity of the net allows trolls to flourish.
[20:48] Nikki: Haven't you heard? SWS2B is nuCulT
[20:49] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: They are easily identified by the fact that they are constantly at odds with other members of the forum, and often "poke fun" at individuals they have disagreed with in the past, trying to provoke a reaction. They tend to beget more trolls and in fact group together and defend one another in order to make their behavior look legitimate.
Trolls create a paranoid environment,
[20:49] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: such that a casual criticism by a new arrival can elicit a ferocious and inappropriate backlash. When you try to reason with a troll, they win. When you insult a troll, they win. When you scream at a troll, they win. The only thing that trolls can't handle is being ignored and reported.

[20:49] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Heh.
[20:49] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: The most important bit is
[20:49] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: To them, other Internet users are nothing more than a kind of digital abstraction.
[20:49] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: INTERNETS
[20:49] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: INTERNETS
[20:49] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: INTERNETS
[20:49] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: INTERNETS
[20:50] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: You know Fiz is in love with you right
[20:50] Nikki: Duh
[20:50] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Yeah.
[20:50] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: So why Saz over her?
[20:50] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Because she's "complicated"?
[20:50] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Because she annoys you?
[20:50] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Why?
[20:51] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: It's a valid question.
[20:51] Nikki: Um, because its really none of your buisness?
[20:51] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Haha. It is if it's affecting me, even if it's indirectly.
[20:51] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: You're both my friends(well Fiz is), and Saz annoys the shit out of me.
[20:52] Nikki: Welcome to 2 years ago btw
[20:52] Nikki: =p
[20:52] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Plus, since when do you care about sensitivity?
[20:52] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: 2 years ago with what?
[20:52] Nikki: me x fiz hmmmmmmmmm
[20:52] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Well, yeah. I wasn't saying that was my incredible private eye.
[20:53] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: But, while it may not be the only reason for what happened, I have somewhat of a theory.
[20:53] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: I myself have a strange attractoion to girls who are detatched from reality, in a philisophical, not an emotional manner, and perhaps a little unstable.
[20:53] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Because who we love reflects heavily upon ourselves, and what we're going through.
[20:54] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Ever seen the movie "Chasing Amy"? Read about it and Kevin Smith and you might understand that a bit better.
[20:54] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Your occasionally heavy lack of receptivity to emotion online might seem like something typical of internet users - but when you think about it again, it's typical of MALE users.
[20:54] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Plus, you don't fit any of the normal stereotypes of a "cold person".
[20:55] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: So my conclusion is, there is something a bit awry with you.
[20:55] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: You've probably already said it long ago and I've forgotten, but nonetheless, now I've remembered, or discovered it.
[20:55] Nikki: Wow, because you are gonna take everything I do online into context, yet you don't even know about me IRL
[20:55] Nikki: http://pocky.kicks-ass.net/posted/wisdom.jpg
[20:55] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: You never make judgements on people based on how they act online?
[20:55] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: I find that hard to believe.
[20:56] Nikki: You tell me about shit that happens to you IRL that's sad
[20:56] Nikki: sad in the um
[20:56] Nikki: bad way, I suppose
[20:56] Nikki: not the smart assed way, of course
[20:57] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Nikki, I do like you a lot as a person. I know you have some serious problems, and I remember as much from when you were going out with Aaron.
[20:57] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: All I'm asking is that you don't take them out on me.
[20:57] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Or anyone in my position, rather.
[20:57] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: The whiners.
[20:57] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: The emos.
[20:57] Nikki: uhhhhhh
[20:57] Nikki: How am I taking it out on you?
[20:57] Nikki: I usually take it out on Spaz most of the time
[20:57] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: You bugging me on the forums is an example
[20:58] Nikki: which I know is wrong
[20:58] Nikki: no
[20:58] Nikki: I don't bug you
[20:58] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Maybe you shouldn't do that either. Maybe oncei n a while, you should vent.
[20:58] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Didn't you say your mum had depression, and you have similiar depression?
[20:58] Nikki: I just try to tell you to stop because others will make things worse
[20:58] Nikki: like Cyko
[20:58] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: But you keep it inside instead
[20:58] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Yeah, but a lot of the time you become genuinely frustrated
[20:58] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: even uncomfortable at the thought
[20:58] Nikki: lolololol darkies
[20:59] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: I think your problem is that you need to be more open about your emotions. You think it's helping you to keep things inside, or try to, but evidently it's not.
[20:59] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: It's affecting how you act and the decisions you make.
[21:00] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: I've been through a LOT of different emotional states. I've gone through periods which are similiar to the way you're acting before. And I ended up taking it out on other people, and I ended up disliking people who don't keep it inside.
[21:00] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: I can tell it when I see it, anyone can really that's been through it.
[21:00] Nikki: ok cool
[21:00] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Maybe I'm wrong, but I know I'm right at least a little bit. There's just something that doesn't add up about you.
[21:00] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: But whatever, I'm a digital abstraction.
[21:01] Nikki: I'm gonna wash some clothes for work, so I gotta go
[21:01] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: Bye.
[21:01] wetflame_gyrochaos@hotmail.com: And think about it.